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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 1

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KvRx Av‡bvqvi †nv‡mb GK w`Mš— we —…Z K¨vwiweqvb mvMi| Zvi ey‡K myRjv-mydjv Mvp meyR GKUv Øxc| †gBbj¨vÛ, A_©vr †ejc¨vb-Gi me‡P‡q eo Øxc IUv, m¨vb cj wK|

e„ËvKvi wekvj Puv`Uv e‡j w`‡”Q AvR c~wY©gv, Kv‡RB Øx‡ci GKgvÎ †nv‡Uj †evKv wPKv-i Zi“Y AwZw_iv Drm‡e †g‡Z IVvi GKUv ARynvZ †c‡q †Mj| iv‡Zi bxieZv‡K ZQbQ K‡i w`‡q †e‡R DVj RbwcÖq R¨vgvBKvb wgDwRK|

evZvm †_‡g †M‡Q, †mB m‡½ K¨vwiweqvb GjvKvi Awfkvc Ly‡` m¨vÛd¬vB-Gi †gN †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q Pvicv‡k| gkvwi w`‡q GB Dc ªe †VKvevi †KvbI Dcvq †bB|

Nygv‡bv m¤¢e bq, †nv‡Uj-Kg©Pvixiv bvi‡K‡ji †Qveov R‡ov K‡i ZvB Av¸b R¡vjj ˆmK‡Z, Zvici †mB Av¸‡bi Dci Szwj‡q w`j †jvnvi wk‡K Muv_v Qvj Qvov‡bv Lvwm| Mig QvB-G †d‡j †cvov‡bv n‡”Q g — AvKv‡ii Mj`v wPswoI|

AwZw_ ej‡Z K‡qKRb gvwK©b e¨emvqx Qvov †ewkifvMB m`¨ K‡jR †_‡K †ei“‡bv Rvg©vb ÷z‡W›U Uzwi÷| eq¯‹ AwZw_iv ˆmK‡Z ivZ RvM‡Z ivwR bb, kw³-mvg_© AUzU †i‡L mKv‡j †evU wb‡q †ei“‡eb Zuviv †ejc¨vb-Gi g~j AvKl©Y, my xN© †Kvivj wid †`L‡Z|

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wid gv‡b cv_i, bywoi —~c, R‡g IVv cÖevj BZ¨vw` w`‡q ˆZwi cuvwPj; †Kv_vI mvM‡ii Dci mvgvb¨ gv_v Zz‡j Av‡Q, †Kv_vI ev jywK‡q Av‡Q mvi‡d‡mi wVK bx‡PB|

†ejc¨v‡bi yf©vM¨B ej‡Z n‡e, cÖvq †`o‡kv gvBj `xN© ˆmKZ _vKv m‡Ë¡I DcK‚‡ji A ~‡i M‡o IVv GB wid-Gi Kvi‡Y †`kUvi Zx‡i eo †KvbI RvnvR wfo‡Z cv‡i bv, d‡j M‡o I‡Vwb †KvbI e›`i|

GK Wjv‡i ivg-Gi †evZj cvIqv hv‡”Q| AviI GK Wjvi w`‡j IUvi m‡½ †gkv‡bv hv‡e GK †evZj †jgb Rym| GB wgkªYUvB †ejc¨v‡bi Ôb¨vkbvj wWª¼Õ|

†gBbj¨v‡Ûi `w¶Y cÖv‡š— Aev‡a MuvRvi Pvl nq, cjvZK µxZ`vm‡`i DËicyi“livB K‡i GUv, cÖvq †ivR iv‡ZB K¨vby wb‡q GB Øx‡c P‡j Av‡m Zviv| ïay †h MuvRv †e‡P Zv bq, †b‡P- †M‡q cwi‡ekUv‡K Avb›`Nb K‡i †Zv‡j| AvRI Zviv R¨vgvBKvi DÏvg wgDwR‡Ki m‡½ bvP‡Q|

Ava gvBj ~‡i Ñ ˆmKZ †_‡K evwb©k Kiv †Lvj y‡Uv †KvbI iK‡g †`Lv hv‡”Q Ñ †XD‡qi Zv‡j Zv‡j yj‡Q mËi dzwU GKUv K¨vUvgvi¨vb| IUvi bvg MÖvwmqvm, †gw·Kvb-¯ú¨vwb‡k hvi A_© ab¨ev`, †bvOi †d‡j‡Q wid-Gi Avovj wb‡q mvM‡ii Gw`KUvq|

bvBj‡bi †gvUv iwk w`‡q euvav GKUv †hvwWqvK wWw½ i‡q‡Q MÖvwmqv‡mi wcQ‡b, wek dzU j¤v| K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi wcQ‡bi †WwfU-G Szj‡Q †gi“b i‡Oi weGgWwe−D wRGm GbwWD‡iv †gvUimvB‡KjUv|

Mªvwmqvm wWRvBb Kiv n‡q‡Q I‡kb-†iwms †gwkb wnmv‡e, d‡j †ev y‡Uv LyeB nvjKv K‡i ˆZwi, `gKv evZv‡mi av°v †L‡q †Z‡o Avmv †XD‡qi wfZ‡i hv‡Z †muwa‡q †h‡Z bv cv‡i|

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K¨vUvgvi¨vbUvq †QvU-eo †ek K‡qK cÖ ’ cvj †Zvjvi e¨e ’v Av‡Q, evZvm †c‡j MwZ GZ evo‡e †h wid-Gi Dci w`‡q Abvqv‡m ZiZwi‡q cvi n‡q hv‡e Ñ ejv hvq cÖvq D‡o|

MÖvwmqv‡mi †Rvov †Lvj‡K GK K‡i ivLv weªR-†WK †_‡g‡Q †m›Uªvj †mjy‡bi wVK wZbdzU mvg‡b| yB †Lv‡ji gvSLv‡b GB gyn~‡Z© AviI Szj‡Q GK Bw WvqvwgUvi duvKhy³ bvBj‡bi GKUv Rvj|

IB Rv‡j ï‡q †Pv‡L kw³kvjx †hBm webwKDjvi Zz‡j ˆmK‡Z R‡g IVv DrmeUv LuywU‡q †`L‡Q †gw·Kvb Zi“Y w`‡q‡Mv gvi‡fj| Mvp bxj mywZi cvqRvgv I GKB i‡Oi wU-kvU© c‡i‡Q †m| PIov Kviwbmmn weivU GKUv n¨vU w`‡q gv_vUv XvKv, Z‡e Kuva ch©š— j¤v Nb Kv‡jv †KuvKov Pzj Zv‡Z XvKv c‡owb| _yZwbi Kv‡Q mvgvb¨ †mŠw` `vwo| †PvL y‡Uv Kvj‡P-bxj|

k³-mg_© KvVv‡gv, †Kv_vI GZUzKz Pwe© †bB, †cwk¸‡jv cvKv‡bv iwki gZ| Zvi bovPovq w¶cÖ GKUv fve i‡q‡Q| i“wP GKUz nq‡Zv ’~j, Mjvq jvj cÖevj cuywZi GKUv gvjv c‡i Av‡Q w`qv‡Mv gvi‡fj| Aíw`b n‡jv G‡m‡Q GLv‡b|

GiB g‡a¨ Øx‡ci mevB Rv‡b, GB Zi“Y †gw·Kvb RvcvwUmUvm †Mwijv wQj, †gw·‡Kv wmwUi DcK‡É miKvix evwnbxi wei“‡× wZb eQi hy× K‡i‡Q| nVvr GKw`b fyj fv‡O Zvi, †m Dcjwä K‡i †Mwijviv Avm‡j ¶gZv‡jvfx GK`j †bZvi A‰bwZK ¯cœc~i‡Yi nvwZqvi gvÎ| ZvB miKv‡ii ¶gv †NvlYvi my‡hvM wb‡q hyׇ¶Î †Q‡o ivRavbx †gw·‡Kv wmwU‡Z wd‡i Av‡m gvi‡fj| Mvb †M‡q Avi my›`ix †g‡q‡`i m‡½ †cÖg K‡i w`b Zvi fvjB KvUwQj|

wKš‘ bvwZi GB Rxebhvcb mn¨ n‡jv bv wLUwL‡U `v yi| gvi‡fj †eKvi, GUv bvwK cwiev‡ii Rb¨ ïay AZ¨š— bq, fqvbK

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Am¤§vbRbK| K_v †bB evZ©v †bB GB K¨vUvgvi¨vbUv wK‡b w`‡q ey‡ov e‡j‡Qb, wKQzw`‡bi g‡a¨B †ejc¨v‡bi wid †`L‡Z cÖPzi Uz wi÷ Avm‡Z ïi“ Ki‡e, hvI, fvov †L‡U wKQz Kvwg‡q Av‡bv †M| DcK‚‡j A‡Xj Mj`v wPswoI cvIqv hvq, †j‡M _vK‡j nq‡Zv †Zvgvi fv‡M¨i PvKv Ny‡iI †h‡Z cv‡i|

gvÎ Kw`b n‡jv †ejc¨v‡b G‡mB mevi m‡½ fve Rwg‡q †d‡j‡Q gvi‡fj| m¨vb cj wK-i wbKvivÕm evi-G hviv Avmv-hvIqv K‡i Zviv mevB Zv‡K cQ›` K‡i| Zv‡`i A‡bK‡KB Mj`v wPswo aivi Kjv-†KŠkj wkwL‡q w`‡q‡Q †m| Zviv K¨vUvgvi¨vb wid cvi n‡q cv‡ki †`‡ki e›`‡i wM‡q je÷vi †eP‡Z cvi‡e ï‡b Drmv‡n UMeM K‡i dzU‡Q wKQz †ejc¨vwbR Zi“Y| Abvqv‡m wid cvi n‡Z cv‡i Ggb Rjhv‡bi Afve wQj e‡jB UvKv †ivRMv‡ii GB eyw×Uv GZw`b Zv‡`i gv_vq Av‡mwb|

AvKvk †_‡K †b‡g Avmv hvwš¿K ¸Äb XyKj gvi‡f‡ji Kv‡b| `w¶Yw`‡K ZvKv‡ZB †`L‡Z †cj Lye wbPz w`‡q, DcK‚j †iLv a‡i D‡o Avm‡Q †c−bUv|

gvÎ mËi dzU Dc‡i, IUvi b¨vwf‡Mkb jvBU Zvi †`L‡Z cvIqvi K_v| G‡iv‡c−b m¤ú‡K© fvjB Rv‡b †m| Avm‡j †V‡K †kLv| †QvÆ NvmRwgi Dci AÜKv‡i ï‡q KZevi A‡c¶v Ki‡Z n‡q‡Q Zv‡K, Kv‡b Bwćbi MR©b wb‡q eyS‡Z n‡q‡Q kΓiv †KD Kv‡Q P‡j Avm‡Q wK bv Ñ hyׇ¶‡Î †hgbwU nq AviKx|

GB †c−bUvi y‡Uv BwÄb| Kíbvi †Pv‡L PvU©Uv †`Lj gvi‡fj| DcK‚‡j †ejc¨vb wmwU Gqvi‡cvU© Qvov Avi gvÎ GKUv w÷ªc Av‡Q, m¨vb cj wK †_‡K cuvP gvBj Dˇi wK KvbvKv-q| IUv ˆZwi K‡i‡Qb gvwK©b Km‡gwUK wewjI‡bqvi D‡Wªv †dvimvB_|

Øx‡ci †hw`KUv †_‡K wid †`L‡Z cvIqv hvq †mw`‡Ki Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 5

ˆmK‡Z wekvj GKUv mv`v evs‡jv Av‡Q, eQ‡i yB nßv ILv‡b QzwU KvwU‡q hvb f ª‡jvK|

Avi D‡ëvw`‡K Av‡Q †ejc¨vb †cÖwm‡W›U †iv‡Kv ivgcvg-Gi †QvU GKUv Kv‡Vi evwo, gv‡S g‡a¨ ILv‡b AeKvk hvcb K‡ib wZwb|

wK KvbvKvi Gqviw÷ª‡cB j¨vÛ Ki‡Z hv‡”Q †c−bUv | Kcv‡j wPš—vi †iLv, †mw`‡K GK „‡ó ZvwK‡q _vKj

gvi‡fj| mvZw`b n‡jv †ejc¨v‡b G‡m‡Q, inm¨gq y‡Uv †c−‡bi K_v cÖ_g w`b †_‡KB ïb‡Q †m|

AvR †_‡K wZb nßv Av‡M †ejc¨v‡bi cÖvq wbR©b Dˇi Amgvß iv —vi Dci j¨vÛ Kievi mgq Kvjfv‡U© av°v †L‡q weaŸ — n‡q‡Q cÖ_g †c−bUv| nVvr †Kv‡Ì‡K wKQz cywjk G‡m Kv‡M©v †nvì †_‡K †ei K‡i G‡b‡Q c¨v‡K‡U fiv GK‡kv †KwR †Kv‡Kb I `k ev· Avg©m Ñ cÂvkUv A‡Uv‡gwUK ivB‡dj, m‡½ cÖPzi †Mvjvevi“`|

Zvi gvÎ yÕw`b c‡iB Av‡iKUv †c−b wbivc‡` j¨vÛ K‡i ivRavbx †ejc¨vb wmwUi Gqvi‡cv‡U©| †ejc¨v‡b e¨emv Ki‡Z AvMÖnx nÛyiv‡mi GKRb bvgKiv e¨emvqxi cÖvB‡fU †c−b wQj IUv, GLv‡b wewb‡qv‡Mi m¤¢ve¨Zv hvPvB Kievi Rb¨ Zuvi g¨v‡bRvi‡K cvwV‡qwQ‡jb f ª‡jvK| wek¦ — m~‡Î Lei †c‡q mZK© wQj Kv÷gm Awdmviiv, Zj−vwk Pvwj‡q †c−bUv †_‡K cÖPzi cwigv‡Y †Kv‡Kb I †n‡ivBb †c‡q hvq Zviv|

†ejc¨v‡bi ivR‰bwZK gn‡j †ek fvjfv‡eB Qwo‡q‡Q ¸ReUv Ñ y‡Uv Zj−vwmi wcQ‡bB bvwK †cÖwm‡W›U †iv‡Kv ivgcv‡gi nvZ wQj| †Mv‡q›`v‡`i †Mvcb wi‡cvU© †c‡q Av‡MB cywjk evwnbx‡K mveavb K‡i †`b wZwb|

ivZ Av‡iKUz Mfxi n‡Z Szjš— Rvj †_‡K †b‡g coj

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gvi‡fj| KKwc‡U D‡V K‡›Uªvj c¨v‡b‡ji Dci GKevi †PvL eyjvj| cvwbi Dci ev bxP w`‡q Pzwcmv‡i †KvbI wec` Avm‡Q bv, G‡j Ly‡` ivWvi w¯Œ‡b aiv coZ †mUv|

KKwcU †_‡K K¤ú¨vwbqbI‡q-†Z †ewi‡q Gj gvi‡fj, Ajm cv‡q eomo †mjy‡b XyK‡Z hv‡”Q| PvU© †UwejUv K¤ú¨vwbqbI‡qi †cvU© mvB‡W| †mjy‡bi mvg‡bi AskUv `Lj K‡i †i‡L‡Q †Nvovi bvj AvK…wZi PK‡jU iOv †mwU I Aa©-e„ËvKvi WvBwbs †Uwej|

†UwejUv‡K †VK w`‡q †i‡L‡Q gv÷-†÷c Ñ avZe GKUv KvVv‡gv, †hUvq gv ‘j uvwo‡q _v‡K, K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi Zjv †_‡K D‡V G‡m‡Q|

†mjyb †_‡K yB †Lv‡j †b‡g †M‡Q yB cÖ ’ avc| †Lvj y‡Uvi mvg‡b-wcQ‡b y‡Uv K‡i Pvi‡U †Kweb; cÖwZwU †Kwe‡b Pvi‡U K‡i ev¼, †ewmb I cÖvB‡fU Uq‡jU|

÷vi‡evW© †Lvj-Gi w`‡K AviI y‡Uv †Kweb Av‡Q, †m y‡Uv‡K Avjv`v K‡i †i‡L‡Q mvRv‡bv-¸Qv‡bv M¨vwj|

†cvU©mvB‡Wi IB GKB RvqMvq cvIqv hv‡e kvIqvi, eomo wm¼, IAK©Uc BZ¨vw`| ILvb †_‡K GKUv w −wcs e¨vM wb‡q †W‡K †ewi‡q Gj gvi‡fj|

cÂvk †Nvovi AvDU‡evW© †gvU‡ii MR©‡b Nyg †f‡O †Mj gvi‡f‡ji| GMR÷ †_‡K †ewi‡q Avmv AvIqvR ï‡bB eyS‡Z cvij Bqvgvnv †Kv¤úvwbi †gvUi IUv| †K Avm‡Q Rv‡b †m|

†iv‡`i AvuP †c‡q †PvL KzuP‡K ZvKvj gvi‡fj| B¯úvZ-bxj K¨vwiweqvb mvMi †_‡K D‡V Avmv Kzqvkvi wfZi wb®úªf m~h©Uv‡K †`L‡Z †cj †m| †hb m~‡h©i wVK gvSLvb †_‡K †ewi‡q Avm‡Q mv`v, wek dzwU, Pviw`K †Lvjv je÷vi w¯‹dUv|

†evUg¨vb ûBj †Nvivj, †gvUi eÜ Kij, w¯‹dUv Gevi Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 7

AvovAvwofv‡e MÖvwmqv‡mi w`‡K GwM‡q Gj| IUvi ÷vb© †_‡K ˆZwi †XD K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi yB †Lv‡ji gvSLv‡b AvUKv c‡o jvwd‡q DVj, wfwR‡q w`j Zvi w −wcs e¨vMUv|

MÖvwmqv‡mi †iBj aij †evUg¨vb, K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi evwb©k Kiv Mv †_‡K ~‡i mwi‡q †i‡L‡Q w¯‹dUv‡K| gvi‡f‡ji gZB eqm n‡e Zvi, QvweŸk wK mvZvk| Mv‡qi iO Kv‡jv| Zvi eyKUv QwÎk Bw PIov, kix‡ii w`‡K ZvKv‡j †cwk Qvov Avi wKQz †`Lv hvq bv| Aw·‡Rb eUj QvovB Wye w`‡q mvM‡ii Zjv †_‡K kvgyK †Zvjv wQj Zvi †ckv| gvi‡f‡ji m‡½ cwiPq nIqvi ci †_‡K Mj`v wPswo aivi †bkvUv fvjgZB †c‡q‡Q Zv‡K|

†PvL †_‡K †jvbv cvwb gy‡Q gvi‡fj ejj, Ôcy‡q‡jv, Gfv‡e m~h© †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡j †Kvb& w`b bv Avwg †Zvgvi Lywj Dwo‡q w`B|Õ

ÔfvB gvi‡fj, P‡jv, Av‡M †eªKdv‡÷i cqmvUv Zywj,Õ ejj cy‡q‡jv| ÔZvici hZ Lywk Mvj-g›` †Kv‡iv Avgv‡K|Õ

mvM‡ii Zjvq y‡kv je÷vi-cU Qwo‡q ivLv n‡qwQj, d‡j ïay AvR‡Ki bq, NÈv y‡q‡Ki g‡a¨ cy‡iv eQ‡ii bv —vi cqmv Zz‡j †djj cy‡q‡jv|

Gfv‡e Avq n‡Z _vK‡j LiP KivUvB bv mgm¨v n‡q uvovq! Mvwo †Kbv n‡e bv Zvi, KviY m¨vb cj wK-†Z †KvbI iv —v †bB| iv —v _vK‡jI †KvbI jvf nZ bv, †Kv_vI hvIqvi gZ RvqMv †bB|

Aw·‡Rb QvovB mvM‡i Wye w`‡q cU¸‡jv Lvwj Ki‡Z cy‡q‡jv‡K mvnvh¨ Kij gvi‡fj| I¸‡jv‡K mvi‡d‡mi Dci Zz‡j Avb‡Z n‡j wظY mgq jvMZ| mKvj `kUvi Av‡MB KvRUv †kl Kij Iiv|

gvi‡f‡ji Lye B‡”Q w`‡bi †ejv wK KvbvKv ØxcUv GKevi

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Ny‡iwd‡i †`L‡e, Z‡e K¨vUvgvi¨vb MÖvwmqvm‡K wb‡q wM‡q wb‡Ri w`‡K mevi „wó Kvo‡Z Pvq bv †m| cy‡q‡jv‡K wR‡Ám Kij, Ô†Zvgvi w¯‹dUv GKevi †`‡e? Gw`K Iw`K Xy gvivi B‡”Q n‡”Q| we‡K‡ji g‡a¨ mgevq mwgwZi †RwU‡Z wdwi‡q w`‡q hve|Õ

ÔwVK Av‡Q|Õ nvmj cy‡q‡jv| mgevq Awd‡m Mj`v wPswo bvgv‡”Q †m, †evU †_‡K †b‡g

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wKQzUv `iKvi wQj...Õ nvZ Zz‡j Zv‡K _vwg‡q w`j gvi‡fj| Ôcy‡q‡jv‡K ejv Av‡Q,

cuvP †KwR w`‡q hv‡e Avcbv‡K|Õ Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 9

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ÔKx ej‡Qb!Õ gvi‡fj weg~p| †`‡ki GKgvÎ Bs‡iwR ˆ`wbK w` †ejc¨vb wbDR-Gi GKUv

Kwc gvi‡f‡ji w`‡K †V‡j w`j wbKviv| LeiUv coj gvi‡fj| wi‡cv‡U© ejv n‡q‡Q Kjw¤qv-i WªvM e¨emv‡Z gvwK©b gvwdqv

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AZ¨š— ¸i“Z¡ w`‡”Q Zviv| KviY¸‡jv mevi Kv‡QB cwi®‹vi Ñ †ejc¨v‡b µvBg †iU cÖvq

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 11

c„w_ex‡Z †ejc¨vbB GKgvÎ ivóª †hLv‡b †evUg¨vb Zvi †cÖwm‡W›U‡K wb‡Z Avmevi K_v fy‡j †h‡Z cv‡i|

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e„× †cÖwm‡W‡›Ui gy‡L m`q, Avš—wiK nvwm dzUj| Ô†ejc¨v‡b Avcbv‡K ¯vMZg, wmbi gvi‡fj,Õ ej‡jb wZwb| ÔZ‡e Avcbv‡K †`‡L wKš‘ Uy wi÷ e‡j g‡b n‡”Q bv|Õ AviI D`vi I Dò n‡jv nvwmUv|

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 13

cÖ_‡g wK‡P‡b XyKj gvi‡fj, IUvi D‡ëvw`‡Ki `iRvq uvov‡Z †i‡ —viuvi wfZiUv †`L‡Z cvIqv †Mj|

PviRb Zviv: GKRb †ivMv, GKRb †gvUv, evwK yRb bv †ivMv bv †gvUv| †`‡LB †evSv hvq j¨vwU‡bv, A_©vr Giv j¨vwUb Av‡gwiKvb n‡jI, evm K‡i gvwK©b hy³iv‡óª| eqm n‡e wÎk †_‡K Pwj−‡ki †KvVvq| †cvkvK-cwi”Q` †`‡L g‡b n‡jv e¨emv-mdj Av‡gwiKvb, †hb Awdm AvIqv‡i we‡kl Kv‡R evB‡i †ewi‡q‡Q Ñ †¯úvU©m kvU©, mywZ UªvDRvi, cv‡q gKvwmb|

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I‡`i g‡a¨ †ivMv †jvKUv‡K †bZv e‡j g‡b n‡”Q| †ek j¤v †m, wUqvcvwLi gZ euvKv bvK| fvix cvZvi wcQ‡b †ewkifvMUvB Avovj Kiv _vK‡jI, gy‡Li Zzjbvq eo jvM‡Q †PvL y‡Uv‡K| Ava‡evRv n‡q Av‡Q I¸‡jv|

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†jvKUvi †evanq VvÊv †j‡M‡Q, wKsev A¨vjvwR© n‡q‡Q, fvej gvi‡fj| wØZxqevi ZvKv‡Z †Pv‡Li cvZv A¯vfvweK †dvjv jvMj, bvK w`‡q †ewi‡q Avmv †bvbZv cvwb Ava wgwbU cici i“gvj †P‡c gyQ‡Q †m|

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 15

n‡Z cv‡ib|Õ gvi‡fj fve‡Q, e¨w³MZ AwfÁZv, bvwK msMÖn Kiv Z_¨?

Wvb nv‡Zi ZR©bx‡Z Kov covi †QvU GKUv `vM †`Lv hv‡”Q| Kíbvq Zv‡K Mjd K¬ve a‡i _vK‡Z †`Lj gvi‡fj, wKš‘ `vMUv ILv‡b Lvc Lvq bv| †m ejj, Ôwec` Gov‡Z n‡j †Lv‡ji bx‡P yÕdzU cvwb _vK‡Z n‡e|Õ

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†U‡i‡m †ewi‡q Gj iWwi, Zv‡K wb‡q bx‡P bvgj gvi‡fj, cvgMv‡Qi wfZi w`‡q wbtk‡ã ˆmKZ I Mªvwmqv‡mi w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q| GB bxieZvi wcQ‡b Zvi GKUv D‡Ïk¨ Av‡Q, iWwiiI A‡c¶v Ki‡Z AvcwË †bB|

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ÔDB_ †c−Rvi|Õ cÖPzi mgq wbj †gvUv‡mvUv †jvKUv| gvi‡fj AvkvI Ki‡Q

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Kv‡Q Avcwb †cuŠQv‡Z cvi‡eb?Õ ÔivZ †nvK ev w`b, †h-†KvbI Uv‡M©‡Ui GK‡kv dz‡Ui g‡a¨|Õ Ôfvj †Ljbv|Õ Ô`vgUvI †miKg|Õ Avevi †mB ¶Y ’vqx nvwm| ÔZv n‡j Avmyb UvKv-cqmvi

K_vUv †m‡i †dwj, K¨vwcUv‡bv|Õ e¨v‡ivwgUv‡i †UvKv w`j gvi‡fj| 29.9-G w ’i n‡q _vKj

KuvUv, GKnvRvi †PvÏ wgwjevi| ÔgvwK©b Wjvi| cÖwZw`b †`o nvRvi, me UvKv bM‡` AwMÖg w`‡Z n‡e,Õ ejj †m| Ô†KvbI iwm` †`qv hv‡e bv| hw` gvQ †L‡Z AvcwË bv _v‡K, Lvbvwcbvi me LiP Avgvi|Õ

Kzwg‡ii Pvgov w`‡q ˆZwi gvwbe¨vM †ei Kij iWwi| nvwm †c‡jI nvmj bv gvi‡fj| Z‡e †Lqvj Kij gvwbe¨v‡M †µwWU

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KvW© †bB, †Q‡j‡g‡q‡`i †KvbI d‡UvI †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| cuvP‡kv Wjv‡ii bqUv KoK‡o †bvU †ei K‡i Zvi w`‡K evwo‡q w`j iWwi|

ÔMÖvwmqvm, wmbi,Õ ejj gvi‡fj| †bvU¸‡jv fuvR K‡i c‡K‡U †XvKvj †m|

ÔAvgiv Kvj †ev‡U DVe| †ejv y‡Uvq|Õ Wvb nvZUv evwo‡q w`j iWwi|

NbNb SuvwK w`‡q Kig ©b Kij Iiv| gvi‡fj Aek¨ Lye GKUv Lywk bq| †KvbI iKg `i`vg bv K‡i Gfv‡e wK †KD †evU fvov K‡i? ÔZ‡e GKUv kZ©,Õ ejj †m| Ô`w¶‡Y GKUv mvB‡K¬vb i‡q‡Q| I‡q`vi Awdm ej‡Q, Gw`‡K Avm‡e bv, Avgiv wbivc`| Z‡e IUv hw` mvgvb¨ Dˇi Ny‡i hvq, m‡½ m‡½ Avkª‡qi †Luv‡R QzUe Avgiv|Õ

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†R‡ji cv‡qi †MvQv †K‡U wb‡q †M‡Q e¨vivKzWv Ñ cvwb wQj nuvUziI LvwbK bx‡P|

PvU©vi cvwU©‡K wb‡q gvQ ai‡Z †b‡gwQj I mvM‡i| nVvr hg ~‡Zi gZ wnsmª gvQUv †Kv‡Ì‡K G‡m nvwRi n‡ZB Rjw` K‡i K¨vUvgvi¨v‡b D‡V co‡Z e‡j‡Q I‡`i‡K gvi‡fj| †jvK¸‡jv iIbv n‡q †h‡ZB e¨vivKzWv I Zv‡`i gvSLv‡b cwRkb wb‡q‡Q †m| wZbw`b a‡i †jvK¸‡jv‡K †`L‡Q, ey‡S wb‡q‡Q, Aš—Z cvwb‡Z †KvbI iKg SuywK †bIqvi B‡”Q †bB I‡`i KviI| me‡P‡q fvj mgq Kv‡U Zv‡`i KKwc‡Ui mvg‡b, Puv‡`vqvi bx‡P; ILv‡b e‡m eid †`Iqv evjwZ †_‡K Zz‡j weqvi I cÖK…wZi myav cvb K‡i|

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bv †M‡jI, GUv Zvi Dci nvgjv Ki‡e wK bv m‡›`n Av‡Q gvi‡f‡ji| eo AvK„wZi e¨vivKzWv R½‡ji wnsmª ev‡Ni mgZzj¨| cvwbi bx‡P †KvbI kΓ ev cÖwZØ›Øx bv _vKvq I¸‡jvi fq-Wi e‡j wK”Qy †bB|

†m wK wkKvi, bv wkKvix? fve‡Q gvi‡fj, gvQUv nvgjv Kij, †m-I IUvi Mv‡q

w¯úqvi jvMv‡Z cvij bv, GiKg cwiw ’wZ‡Z cÖvY wb‡q cvwb †_‡K IVvi m¤¢vebv k~b¨| GBU-e¨vÛ w¯úqvi Mvb †jvW Ki‡Z GKRb †R‡ji cÖPzi mgq jv‡M, d‡j GKUvi †ewk †Quvovi my‡hvM cvIqv hvq bv| Avi gvQUv hw` †cU j¶¨ K‡i nvgjv Pvjvq, a‡i wb‡Z n‡e fejxjv GLv‡bB mv½ n‡Z hv‡”Q|

AviI Kv‡Q P‡j Gj `¨ †MÖU e¨vivKzWv| gvi‡fj Rv‡b, dvqvi Kiv gvÎ mvg‡bi w`‡K Qz‡U Avm‡e gvQUv, ZvB †Pvqv‡ji bx‡Pi w`KUvq j¶¨w ’i Kij †m| Zvici Pvc w`j wUªMv‡i|

w¯úqviMvbUv †Rviv‡jv GKUv av°v w`j Zvi ey‡Ki Wvb cv‡k I Kuv‡a| cÖ_g GK gyn~Z© w¯úqv‡ii †Q‡o hvIqv eyØy‡`i wgwQ‡ji wfZi w`‡q wKQzB †`L‡Z †cj bv I| Zvici †`Lj w¯úqviUv †Mu‡_‡Q †Pvqv‡ji †kl cªv‡š—|

jvd w`‡q A‡bK Dc‡i DVj gvQUv, †Pvqvj Lyj‡Q I eÜ n‡”Q, kixi aby‡Ki gZ GZ †ewk †eu‡K hv‡”Q †h gvi‡f‡ji fq n‡jv IUvi wki`uvov bv gU K‡i †f‡O hvq| gvQUv jvd w`‡Z ïi“ Kivq Uvb Abyfe Kij †m, cvwb †_‡K k~‡b¨ D‡V coj eyK|

w¯úqvi I gv‡Qi Mv‡q †j‡M wSwK‡q DVj †iv`| Pvi-cuvPUv jvd w`‡qB gviv †Mj e¨vivKzWv| wbKvivi ¿x e¨vivKzWv Kvwi Lye fvj iuv‡a| Avi wKQz bv †nvK, Mj`v wPswoi e`‡j bZzb wKQz †`Iqv hv‡e gy‡L|

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muvZ‡i K¨vUvgvi¨v‡b wdi‡Q gvi‡fj, †U‡b Avb‡Q gvQUv‡K| MvbUv cve‡jv wUKvjv-i nv‡Z awi‡q w`j †m, j¨vwU‡bv‡`i g‡a¨ †mB me‡P‡q j¤v, hv‡K wjWvi e‡j g‡b n‡qwQj Zvi| jvBb †U‡b gvQUv‡K †ev‡U Zzjj wUKvjv|

j¨vwU‡bv‡`i Avevi cvwb‡Z wd‡i Avm‡Z ejj gvi‡fj, wKš‘ Zviv †Zgb Drmvn †`Lvj bv| Ô†m‡¶‡Î, Avcbviv hw` wKQz g‡b bv K‡ib, wWbv‡ii Rb¨ Avwg K‡qKUv gvQ awi|Õ

AviI cÖvq NÈvLv‡bK cvwb‡Z _vKj gvi‡fj| wid †hLv‡b fvOv Zvi wKbvivq Wye w`‡q †iW mœ vcvi ai‡Q| duvKUv w`‡q cÖPzi eo gvQ‡K †Lvjv mvM‡i †ewi‡q †h‡Z †`Lj †m|

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wb‡Z ivwR nqwb gvi‡fj, e‡j‡Q †ev‡U Avi †KD _vKzK ev bv _vKzK we‡KjUv wi‡dB KvUvZ Ñ Zv‡`i m½ †c‡q Lywk †m|

Lywk wK Lywk bv, †mUv †KvbI cÖm½ bq| cªm½ n‡jv, KvR hw` mwZ¨ †kl n‡q wM‡q _v‡K, †jvK¸‡jv GLbI Zv n‡j A‡c¶v Ki‡Q Kx Kvi‡Y?

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gvi‡f‡ji aviYv, PvU©vi ïi“ nIqvi ci †_‡KB A‡c¶v Ki‡Q Zviv| Kx‡mi Rb¨?

`k-ev‡ivUv mœ vcvi a‡i †b‡U fij gvi‡fj, axi fw½‡Z muvZvi †K‡U MÖvwmqv‡m wd‡i Avm‡Q| mvMi GZ kvš— †h cvwjk Kiv Pvgovi gZ PKPK Ki‡Q mvi‡dm|

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cve‡jv wUKvjv| K¤ú¨vwbqbI‡qi w`‡K wcV w`‡q D‡ëv Kiv GKUv evjwZ‡Z

e‡m‡Q iWwi| Zvi nv‡Z GKUv wc —j †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q| GKevi †PvL eywj‡qB wPb‡Z cvij gvi‡fj, bvBbGgGg †e‡iUv †Ub-kU †mwg-A‡Uv‡gwUK|

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cwi®‹vi †evSv hv‡”Q fq †c‡q‡Q †m, AevKI Kg nqwb| ÔwVK GLbB bq,Õ Reve w`j iWwi Ñ K_v ej‡Q GKRb

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Ôg‡b Ki“b Avwg ey‡S †MwQ,Õ ejj gvi‡fj, †`Lj GK SuvK wm-Mvj Wvbv Svc‡U †gBbj¨v‡Ûi w`‡K D‡o hv‡”Q| g‡b coj, wid-Gi duvK M‡j eo AvK…wZi gvQ¸‡jv‡K †Lvjv mvM‡i †ewi‡q †h‡Z †`‡L‡Q LvwbK Av‡M| wR‡fi WMv †ei Kij, †hb †VuvU †_‡K weqvi PvU‡Q, Avm‡j evZv‡mi ¯úk© wb‡Z PvB‡Q †m| wKš‘ cÖK…wZ †hb wbtk¦vm †dj‡ZI fy‡j †M‡Q...

ÔAvgiv GKUv Rvnv‡Ri m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z PvB,Õ ejj cve‡jv wUKvjv|

Ô†mB iKgB GKUv m‡›`n DuwK w`‡q‡Q Avgvi g‡b| iWwi Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 25

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e¨vcviUv D‡ëv, evZvm cvIqvgvÎ †` QzU, †mB m‡½ `gKvi ZxeªZvI K‡g hv‡e|

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KKwc‡Ui cv‡k GKRvqMvq GiB g‡a¨ eviwewKD-Gi Av‡qvRb m¤úbœ Kiv n‡q‡Q| Avgjv‡`i GKRb †K‡U-†e‡Q-ay‡q cwi®‹vi K‡i †i‡L‡Q gvQ¸‡jv|

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GjvKvq| †mRb¨B cÖvY euvPv‡bvi my‡hvM cvIqv hv‡e e‡j Avkv Ki‡Q †m|

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ÔKx †c‡q‡Qb Avcbviv Avgv‡K?Õ mwZ¨ I‡K euvav n‡e eyS‡Z Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 31

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Ôc_ Qvo–b, Kx Ae ’v †`L‡Z w`b Avgv‡K,Õ e‡j nuvUz w`‡q Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 37

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 89

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 91

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Zuvi K_v gv_v †_‡K †ei K‡i w`‡q ivbv fve‡Q wUKvjvi Av‡M wK KvbvKvq Kxfv‡e †cuŠQv‡bv hvq|

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 95

b`x †mvRv GwM‡q‡Q †`‡L †njg †Q‡o m‡i Gj ivbv, ª“Z †PvL eyjvj e¨v‡ivwgUv‡i| †cÖkvi †b‡g uvwo‡q‡Q 29.5, GK nvRvi wgwjevi|

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Ii Wvbw`‡K GKUv †g‡q †PuPv‡”Q| gy‡L nvZPvcv w`‡q wb‡Ri Dci wbqš¿Y wd‡i cvIqvi †Póv Ki‡Q †m| Kvgivq Avi KvD‡K †`Lv hv‡”Q bv|

†g‡qwU‡K †`‡L wKQyUv wbwðš— n‡jv ivbv| g¨vwi‡qUv Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 97

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 99

nVvr _g‡K uvovj ivbv| Kv÷gm-Gi †ev‡U †ejc¨vb †mbvevwnbxi m`m¨iv Kx Ki‡Q?

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 101

GLvb †_‡K Kg‡ewk ev‡iv gvBj| Z‡e ILv‡b †cuŠQv‡Z PvB‡j GKRb cÖwZØ›Øx‡K nviv‡Z n‡e| Zvi bvg wgm †Rv‡mwdb|

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g¨vwi‡qUv wKQy ejj bv| ILv‡bB uvwo‡q _vKj †m| Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 105

Iiv GLb †`L‡Z cv‡”Q mvg‡bi mvM‡i AmsL¨ Mfxi MnŸ‡ii m„wó n‡q‡Q| †m¸‡jvi cv‡kB AvKvk †Quvqvi Rb¨ DuPz n‡”Q ˆ`Z¨vKvi †XD, †m¸‡jvi gv_v fvO‡Z fvO‡Z mvg‡bi w`‡K Suy‡K co‡Q| AviI ~‡i AbeiZ PgKv‡”Q we y r, Zvi †PvL-auvav‡bv Av‡jvq WªvM‡bi UKU‡K jvj wRf e‡j g‡b n‡”Q fvOv †XD‡qi gv_v¸‡jv‡K|

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 107

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